Saturday, April 8, 2017

March 13, 2014 Journal Entry: I hope I don't mess things up.

I've had clarity.  I understand and know I needed this trial to better and strengthen my testimony.  I know that Christ had to suffer to understand and have the absolute empathy to take on all our suffering.  If you don't know what others suffer you won't be willing to serve them as fully let alone die for them.  He loves me so much and wants to do anything to ensure I will return to full glory.  Gracie leaving this Earth was part of her plan.  My trial or the trial of my faith is how I choose to live my life without her.  I feel moments when I'm strong and know those moments will be more frequent.  I just hope I don't mess things up too much while I feel so broken.  I just don't have the strength some days but I know I'm getting stronger with time and strategies...and distractions.


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