May 18, 2013 I posted to Facebook:
6 weeks today. I couldn't do it without my husband, kids, and support from so many friends. Just an idea of support this week: Monday dinner brought by teachers of Weber District, Tuesday Gracie's Birthday at preschool, Wednesday brunch with my mom and sisters, Thursday lunch with friends and boutique fundraiser, Friday a friend had a service clean my house:) not to mention the continued texts and FB messages. I'm so appreciative to you all. xoxoxo
For the first time in my life I was more than willing to accept any support, friendship, love, or caring anyone was willing to give us. I used Facebook to thank those trying to do so much for us. Looking back almost 2 years later I realize it's because I felt like eventually all the "well wishing" would make my pain go away or that possibly one of the "well wishers" would be able to fix this somehow. More than anything, I was terrified of being alone, judged, criticized.....As long as I had visitors, callers, text messages, my fear of judgement was subdued.
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