Saturday, June 13, 2015

Sept. 5, 2013 No Longer Normal

Facebook Post:  Izsak and Jeremy passed an accident tonight where a person was hit by a car. There were all the first responders including Life Flight. Izsak just cried and was so upset as he recalled the similarities with Gracie's accident and things we were unaware he witnessed. This makes me angry. It's hard enough to have lost a child but not being able to protect him or rid his mind of the events from that day just adds to my hell.

What I was trying to express was how fearful I was for how enduring such a traumatic event was going to effect my other kids now as well as in their futures.  Jeremy and I have worked so hard to create a safe, secure, predictable environment for them all their lives and then something like this happens and I feel it's all just shot to hell. Things that were so normal for us before and we could handle with no problem are no longer normal and we can no longer handle them. 

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